Ms DSY

I'm shy until I'm not.I give until I can't anymore.I will trust you until you give me a reason not to. I cry when I'm happyI cry when I'm sadI cry when I'm angryI cry when I winI cry when I'm overwhelmedI cry, I cry, I cry. Right now I'm cryingI cry about the memoriesI …

Chapter Narj. (Exerpt)

In the midst of grieving, you were my ray of sunshine. Then in the midst of that you said you wanted to be mines.I was so sad, I felt like a fish out of water, I felt I couldn't make a decision right then.Although I was scared, I made those decisions for you.I didn't want …

I’m in the high risk category. Are you?

I’ve been away for some time now, again not due to having nothing to write I really thought this piece would look at grief, as I suddenly lost a friend to cancer. Totally unprepared and unexpected. As far as we were all concerned she was fit and well. Young, healthy weight, non-smoker, and otherwise in …

Its ok, not to be ok…

I have so many pieces that I’ve began writing about motherhood, that I just don’t know how to post or complete. Motherhood is a topic that is so close to my heart, yet complex for me to delve into. As babies the hardest thing for me was lack of sleep, then terrible 2’s, and now …

I’m committed to me.

The hammer and chisel – a mere metaphor for the source of what you’re truly afraid to open your heart to. True vulnerability is the answer to all our fears, but how many of us are brave enough to explore it? Sometimes we must let go of what we are used to, what we think …

No such thing as compromise, only sacrifice.

***What are the things that have helped shape you, that are ‘frowned upon’ or ‘taboo’? *** ** What standards have you assumed on your life, as a result of examples you’ve seen or what you’ve been told/taught? ** When I say self-love, I think people automatically think I’m referring to my physical appearance (as let’s …

Her

I appreciate her, I forgive her, I trust her, I love her! She’s not for everyone and sometimes this realisation can hurt but, She’s at peace knowing who’s for her Will be so effortlessly. Her forgiveness is often perceived as weakness, Instead of a chance to grow fruitfully. Stronger than she should have to be, …

Ahhh!

Being brave, following my dreams, facing fears and jumping when its scariest. I've been taking the small steps that all seem to be adding up. Right now the feelings are mixed, I'm feeling proud about the few small decisions I've made over the last few weeks, but also like things are about to heat up …

5 steps forward…

... 0 steps back. Back, at the time of year where reflection is of prominence. It’s been the same every year, for as long as I can remember, those last couple of months, before my next birthday. My "trigger time" is usually the end of September/beginning of October, this is when I begin to scrutinise …

(pt1) Love is not black & White …

… It’s all colours of the spectrum Do you believe in love? Do you believe in being in love? Do you believe that there’s a difference between the two? How possible is it to fall in love with two people? To be in love with two people at the same time? Completely impossible would’ve been …